I want to apologize

I am sorry everyone I know it's been a long time since I have updated and I'm sad to say I have fell off the kick for trying to drop this weight. With starting my job 6 months ago and having day work and weekends off it was easy to stick with it, but when I was put on 2nd shift 3:30-12:00am with wednesday and thursday as my days off all I wanted to do was sleep after I got home and my "weekend" just relax. I have been major slacking as of late been off the diet like an idiot. I am mad at myself for that. I was holding at 300-305lbs because of how much walking I was doing at work, my depot is pretty big and alot of walking. Since I went back into training and getting day work and weekends off again i started to gain all the weight back AHHH!!! So mad at myself.

Positive outlook is I'm back in training to move up in class at work which means more $$$$. So I am going to get my ass back in gear! I have alot to do and I know this and one of the first things i have on the agenda is get my bike sold so i can get a new one more built for me! I know it's going to cost me some money but my life is more important to me then some petty money. I mean really who isn't in debt lol.

Also my foot is still kinda bothering me but it is feeling alot better since I'm not on it as much. I know I should still get it checked out and probably will but i can't risk having to get a cast because lets face it I'm trying to lose weight and i can't miss work so no time for a cast. I know I know i need to get it checked

Again I apologize for such a long gap in updates and I will try my best again!

Love
Terry

Oh Noes!

So I decided to jump in the hot tub tonight for a little relaxation and to see if it would help any with my current foot pains that are plaguing me from getting to the gym. What happens next? I get out of the hot tub and notice that the side of my foot is swollen out and up! Ughhh this really sucks I really need to get this checked out but I'm not covered under health insurance until February!! I guess i have to tough it out a little longer until I figure out what the hell is wrong with my damn foot! This is totally throwing a wrench into my weight loss goals. I'm really hoping nothing is broken because I can't miss any work right now either.

Progress!!

Progress!!!! Ahhhh so happy it looks like keeping steady on the diet even though I haven't been able to go to the gym is doing me a world of good! Went out and played some paintball today to test out the foot and its feeling better so I'm going to hit the gym this week and see how it feels.