Sunday, January 19, 2014

Its been sometime...

Its been some time since the last time I had posted on here and hate to say it but I have dropped off the deep end. I've gained all the weight back and then some. I've been trying to get my diet back on track but it is extremely hard to with working these 11:30pm to 8:00am shifts. I joined a crossfit gym and I like it a lot it just has been really hard to get consistent, again because of the hours and shift I work. And before you ask, it won't be sometime until I'm off this shift probably not for another couple years. I've thought about finding a new job, it would be extremely hard to leave here for the fact I make really good money and have great benefits but I feel like it is taking a toll on me mentally and physically. I know a lot of you will say "oh just stick it out it will be fine you just have to put your time in" there are people here with 15 plus years in and will never get off night shift. Shit there are guys here who have spent their whole career here on the overnight. I'm starting think this isn't for me and feel like I'm almost stuck here its really aggravating. So much on my mind I just thought this would help but we'll see.